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A No Good Very Bad Day
I am seriously going to HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH I just lost another post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going to tear my hair out. I want to just break something right now so bad. Once again, I spent a lot of time writing it, then I went to something I linked to before I hit publish and it disappeared.
That just adds to the whole thing my post was about- Do you ever just want today to END? And tomorrow to come? That's how I feel today. I can not wait to go to bed and have today be history. The past seven days have not been good eating for me. Seven whole days!! Needless to say my flex points for the week are already gone. I can't wait to wake up and have a good eating day tomorrow. Everything just feels so out of control right now- my eating, my endless homework and studying that is piling up, and my very messy apartment. It seems like it always snowballs like that. And it can go either way- good choices lead to good choices, bad choices lead to bad.
I'm kinda disappointed because I really wanted to hit 50 pounds lost on Monday but now I don't know if I will. But I know I shouldn't focus so much on the number like that and rather just focus on eating healthy. At least I have 4 good eating days I can get under my belt before then.
I already have my food pretty much planned out for tomorrow- I'll probably have an omelet for breakfast and I'm making the hearty rice skillet for lunch. Then I'll have 2 pieces of fruit for a snack and I'm making baked ziti with salad for dinner. Then I'll probably have another piece of fruit and some popcorn. The website I linked to has sooo many yummy looking recipes! Someone from BTL (I can't remember who, sorry!) linked to it the other day and I already made the tortellini with mushrooms and cherry tomatoes and it was amazing! I've been eating it for lunch all week.
Well here is to today ending and a new day to come tomorrow!
That just adds to the whole thing my post was about- Do you ever just want today to END? And tomorrow to come? That's how I feel today. I can not wait to go to bed and have today be history. The past seven days have not been good eating for me. Seven whole days!! Needless to say my flex points for the week are already gone. I can't wait to wake up and have a good eating day tomorrow. Everything just feels so out of control right now- my eating, my endless homework and studying that is piling up, and my very messy apartment. It seems like it always snowballs like that. And it can go either way- good choices lead to good choices, bad choices lead to bad.
I'm kinda disappointed because I really wanted to hit 50 pounds lost on Monday but now I don't know if I will. But I know I shouldn't focus so much on the number like that and rather just focus on eating healthy. At least I have 4 good eating days I can get under my belt before then.
I already have my food pretty much planned out for tomorrow- I'll probably have an omelet for breakfast and I'm making the hearty rice skillet for lunch. Then I'll have 2 pieces of fruit for a snack and I'm making baked ziti with salad for dinner. Then I'll probably have another piece of fruit and some popcorn. The website I linked to has sooo many yummy looking recipes! Someone from BTL (I can't remember who, sorry!) linked to it the other day and I already made the tortellini with mushrooms and cherry tomatoes and it was amazing! I've been eating it for lunch all week.
Well here is to today ending and a new day to come tomorrow!
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Comment by Michele on December 4, 2008 at 12:04am -
We all have those days, however sometimes mine are weeks that I just want gone! I know what its like to have tons of homework and then your house get messy and your life is just crazy and EVERYTHING backs up. I make lists of what I have to do, so that I can check them off and see the list get SMALLER. Just get through the next couple of weeks with homework and finals and then you will be golden. What counts in that you are aware of what you are doing eating wise and know it needs to change. That is a huge strating point! You will be to the 50 pound mark in no time. You are doing amazing, and have helped me get modivated to get back into this after the craziness starts!
Hope tomorrow is better!
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Comment by Kate on December 3, 2008 at 8:13pm - Bummer girl! Your meals sound really good though! & you will be at your 50 pound goal in no time if you stick with it :)
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Comment by Courtney on December 3, 2008 at 7:55pm - Hey - I'm new here and just read your post. Don't be quite so hard on yourself. Sounds like you have a great plan for tomorrow and you'll get back on track. Bad days really suck. They really really do. I think what we have to do is NOT beat ourselves up, remember how hard this is, and get back on track ---instead of giving in, which is often what I do! Good luck tomorrow!
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Comment by Mommy2Ema on December 3, 2008 at 7:49pm - Sorry that you lost your blog. Same thing happened to me tonight. And yes, I think we all have too many of those days you described- thus how we get more unhealthy. And how incredibly true about good habits leading to good and bad leading to bad. It's so hard, sometimes, to make the good choice but once you do, it is easier to make the next good choice. So easy to make bad choices and then it's just an avalanche of bad. You have the right outlook: you've had a crappy week, but tomorrow is a new day and you have 4 days to turn things around. Good luck!
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