Confession Time....

Well the last 2 days have been not so good. Work has been crazy and I let that get to me and my eating got way of track. I had to work 10 hours yesterday with no real break, once I finally got done I went to Mcdonalds and then to the grocery store. I really wanted brownies so I bought the instant mix and a box of fruit roll ups. I went home and made the brownies but somehow they didnt turn out right. I dont know I how someone can mess up brownies in a box but I sure did. I guess tahts good tho bc I would have just eaten the whole thing. Today was a crazy snowstorm and my boss deleted my lunch hour and put a dog in! I was so mad bc I had to go 8 hours of grooming non stop and having no time to eat. I couldve brought something to eat but I really had no time bc of course people were late and wanted there dogs right away. I didnt eat breakfast this morning just bc so after work I ordered a medium pizza and ate ALL OF IT! thats right I ate the entire medium pizza by myself. Thats the only thing I ate to day bc now I feel gross. And I had 2 sodas after almost a week of no soda at all. I'm very upset about this I didnt even really want it, so why did I buy it and drink it all? I didnt even enjoy it that much. I have no exercised in the last 2 days either, my excuse is I had no time. Which is a lie. I totally had time I just didnt want to do it. My legs and back hurt so bad from leaning over, picking up, carrying all these dogs.

So there it is I confessed to everything. I made bad choices one after another. Now it is time to move on. I was doing so good before I know I can get back to that. I got my new yoga dvd Yoga Just My Size with Megan Garcia. I actually liked it, its really basic I guess I was afraid of buying a diffferent dvd and it being to hard but now I think I could do a harder tape. Until I find another one I like I will stick with this one.

I've decided not to go cold turkey with soda. I can have it but not like I used to. Only one a day if I really really really want it. I am going to get granola bars, that drinkable soup (cant think of the name!), other kinds of snacks and bring them to work. Something I can eat fast so I dont get behind in the day.

Oh and I am going to get rid of the scale! I will weigh myself tomorrow morning and then I am putting it in my creepy basement for 21 days. I know someone on here did that I think, tried to go 21 days with out the scale. I am definately way to obsessed with it, well all 3! Yes I have 3 of them and they all say different numbers and I weigh myself multiple times a days. It only puts me in a bad mood if I dont see any difference or if its up.

Okay only half a day of work tomorrow then the weekend! Yayy! Next week I will have a 3 day weekend I am so happy. Only 64 more days until I go to Florida I better get busy! Going to Gramma's for cousins bday dinner tomorrow, were having home made pizza. After today I dont think I ever want pizza again! Alright have a good night everyone:)