good, but bad

I had my "first" weigh-in today since I RE-STARTED Weight Watchers last week.

I had an overwhelmingly awesome loss of 7.1 pounds.

Now, I know I should be dancing around and saying woo-hoo! yay for me! But my "get real" side says that I lost what I had already lost (and then gained). Does that make sense to you?

Since my major downhill slide of gaining some weight back that I had already lost ("fell off the wagon"Fall 2008 until last week), I am now working to lose the weight that I had previously lost, plus a whole lot more!

I can't get too down on myself, because in all reality I did lose 7.1 pounds, which shows my determination of starting over and being successful.

This last week, I have had some great temptation successes and I am feeling good about that. Lots of things to be proud of! It's just hard to know in the back of my mind that I could have been even happier with this loss had I not screwed things up in the first place.

I'm over it. Moving on. Thanks for the encouragement...it keeps me going.