The past few weeks I haven't been caring as much lately that the number on the scale is not dropping. Also, I will come home from work in the evening, be hungry, so I will eat whatever I want. Plus I know I'm not drinking enough water in the day. Honestly, I might be this way because I am at a point where I do feel very comfortable. I am a size 14 and a large, so it's fun to go shopping anywhere I want. I look in the mirror and catch myself and think, wow, I do look thin and tall. Others tell me I look good. So I've lost sight of what really is important. I do still have weight I want to lose, I do still have a belly I want to get smaller, so I need to get focused again and realize what it will take to get me back there. Ugh, I don't really feel like it, but I guess I have to.
So, my exercise has been great, and probably what has been keeping me from getting back above 200. So I guess it's my eating that has not been as under control as it should be. Many times at work I'll have something that someone else brought, and then I will stop counting calories for the day. It's not that I will eat more that day because of that, but it's still somewhat the same principle, because I stop caring what my calories that day are. The other culprit is, I come home and feel hungry, so instead of having a healthy snack, sometimes I will have the husband's gold fish crackers or a bowl of cereal. So, it could be worse, but still not where I want to be.
So, to be honest with you, I really don't feel like being honest with myself and doing this whole self-awareness thing to fix my problem. But I know I need to. So, I will start e-mailing my friend daily (which I had been doing but got out of the habit) with what I ate and I will plan out a snack in the evening that will be better for me than other options in the house. Then next week, the number will go down.
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