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I've been gone for awhile....
over a month to be more precise. A lot has happened since my last post, and it may do me good to blog about it.
As most of you know, my Dad was diagnosed with lung cancer in late October. His health declined rather quickly, but he felt fairly strong the week of Christmas. He went shopping with my brother, was able to go to the annual family Christmas Eve celebration, and came to visit at my house on Christmas Day. (Dh & I hosted his family for 8 days during the holiday) By the time we were able to do our family Christmas on the 29th, he wasn't able to join us, and stayed in bed. That was the last time I spoke to my Dad. Each day, he slipped further away from us, and in the early morning of January 3rd he peacefully passed away with my Mom by his side. I miss my Dad so much, but I thank God everyday that he didn't have to suffer for long. My Dad was never in pain, and through the end, the Lord let him keep his dignity. I know that he is with God now, and will be taken care of.
As you can imagine, the stress of my Dad's illness and his passing played havoc with my weightloss journey. Although I tried to pay attention to what I was doing/eating, that wasn't always the case. I didn't attend any meetings. I finally had the time/energy to make it to a meeting last week. I gained 4.6 lbs, but I'm fine with that, if ya know what I mean. It's my new starting point, and I'll continue with my journey.
I've been hit or miss so far this week. Always seems to take sometime to get back on the wagon. My Mom is back to taking DD while I work 3 days a week, so that will help me get back in the groove of things. Trying to juggle my WAH job, a toddler, weightloss, and everything else was a lot for this creature of habit. I'll weigh in on Wednesday, so I have the next few days to hit it hard.
So, I hope I haven't alienated all of the OLF's (on-line friends). I'm sorry that I haven't been around, but I'm back now. It will take me a few days, but I hope to get caught up on everybody soon! I do hope you all had a wonderful holiday season!!!!!
As most of you know, my Dad was diagnosed with lung cancer in late October. His health declined rather quickly, but he felt fairly strong the week of Christmas. He went shopping with my brother, was able to go to the annual family Christmas Eve celebration, and came to visit at my house on Christmas Day. (Dh & I hosted his family for 8 days during the holiday) By the time we were able to do our family Christmas on the 29th, he wasn't able to join us, and stayed in bed. That was the last time I spoke to my Dad. Each day, he slipped further away from us, and in the early morning of January 3rd he peacefully passed away with my Mom by his side. I miss my Dad so much, but I thank God everyday that he didn't have to suffer for long. My Dad was never in pain, and through the end, the Lord let him keep his dignity. I know that he is with God now, and will be taken care of.
As you can imagine, the stress of my Dad's illness and his passing played havoc with my weightloss journey. Although I tried to pay attention to what I was doing/eating, that wasn't always the case. I didn't attend any meetings. I finally had the time/energy to make it to a meeting last week. I gained 4.6 lbs, but I'm fine with that, if ya know what I mean. It's my new starting point, and I'll continue with my journey.
I've been hit or miss so far this week. Always seems to take sometime to get back on the wagon. My Mom is back to taking DD while I work 3 days a week, so that will help me get back in the groove of things. Trying to juggle my WAH job, a toddler, weightloss, and everything else was a lot for this creature of habit. I'll weigh in on Wednesday, so I have the next few days to hit it hard.
So, I hope I haven't alienated all of the OLF's (on-line friends). I'm sorry that I haven't been around, but I'm back now. It will take me a few days, but I hope to get caught up on everybody soon! I do hope you all had a wonderful holiday season!!!!!
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Comment by Azad on January 12, 2009 at 3:59pm - I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss :O( Welcome back (((((hugs)))))).
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Comment by Michele Dochat on January 12, 2009 at 3:30pm -
I'm very sorry to hear of your dad's passing. But how wonderful to have spent so much time with him before he went. And at the holidays he got to spend his final days with his loved ones during the happiset time of the year. Be grateful for that next holiday season instead of sad and be sure to remind your family of that wonderful fact!
Can hardly believe you kept your gain under 5 pounds, how great is that? Everyone is right, take it slowly and steady! You are finding out how strong you are, and sounds like you have someone watching over you in this journey now! {{{HUGS}}}
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Comment by Tawnya on January 12, 2009 at 2:46pm - So sorry for your loss. It does sound like you are doing very well given the circumstances. Glad that you are back with us.
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Comment by Tish on January 12, 2009 at 2:37pm - Hi Friend, Here's a {{{hug}}} for you. My own 91 yr old Dad is in a very fragile state right now, so I really do know some of what you've been going through. I think you did fabulously well to limit your gain to under 5 pounds and Good For YOU that you've climbed back up on the wagon. I've ducked my last two weigh-ins but I think I'll get inspired by your strength. I was visiting with my Dad in the hospital this morning and read him the 23rd Psalm--I like particularly noticed the word "through" in "through the valley of the shadow of death." I believe your Dad is not there in that dark valley any more, but in a much better place.
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Comment by Making Tracks on January 12, 2009 at 1:49pm - Bless you, losing a parent is a terribly sad experience. You sound like a strong lady though, well done on getting back on the wagon for the next phase of your journey.
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Comment by Tanya on January 12, 2009 at 1:17pm - I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I wish I could reach out and give you a big hug right now. You are doing amazingly well in trying to get back in to the swing of things. Take it easy on yourself as you try and get back in to a routine. It will come. There is no rush. It is amazing that you had such a small gain during such a stressful and sad time. If you are anything like me, it is food that comforts and I am not sure I would have had the same strength you had to pay some attention to your eating. Baby steps for now. This experience is one that has been a true test for you and your family. Take good care and I hope you find some peace in your amazing memories of your father and that he is with the Lord. Hugs, T
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Comment by Petiteankle on January 12, 2009 at 1:05pm -
Im sorry about your Dad... I lost my Dad two years ago in March. It was the week before my Wedding, and although he had been sick for awhile, I was not ready to let go of him. If you need someone to listen, I will gladly be that person.
Good luck on your weight loss.
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Comment by Robyn on January 12, 2009 at 12:54pm - Welcome back dear! I am SO sorry to hear of your Dad's passing. That has to be SO hard! But like you said, at least he didn't have to suffer long. {{{big hugs}}}} to you!
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