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Tanie

Seeking Life and Living Life ---> weight loss, but not vice versa

I am at peace with myself and my body. Most of my life has not been lived here, but, it feels great!

My calorie count today was 2150, a little over my goal, but I made mostly good choices. I remembered to eat snacks so I wouldn't starve for the next meal. I ate at a BBQ. But, instead of going for everything that I used too because it was there, I stuck with a few good things, 1 cookie, and 1/2 soda. I felt full from lunch, but not guilty. I had a healthy dinner to balance out the sugar-filled foods at lunch.

I worked out after work..... and it actually felt good. This never happens to this extent. I usually enjoy Strength training, but I go because that's just what I do, not because I like it.....because most days I don't. At the end of working my legs (25 min. lifting), I biked on the recumbent for 5 minutes. But, it felt so good, so relaxing, so euphoric, that I went for another 5.......... I used the time to decompress school (not stressful, but always something else to do), and focus on how I was going to cook dinner and what I would do tonight to enjoy myself. It worked. And it felt GREAT!!!

I made dinner, we watched an hour of a show we're stuck on right now from Netflix (Six Feet Under), and I went for a walk afterwards (because it's what I do). I was enjoying the outdoors so much that I got up the gumption to mow the lawn and stop by to say hi to a neighbor.

Here's why tonight was great:
- I did what my body and mind felt like doing all afternoon.
- My body needed to endure physical labor (strength train) to allow my mind to settle. And, I did it.
- My body needed to move after 1 hour t.v. to allow my mind to think again. And, I did it.
- I wanted to feel accomplished with my house, so I mowed the lawn and did the trash.
- I wanted to share my thoughts, so I blogged.

I used to sit on the couch and watch t.v./movies for hours at night thinking that was helping me relax. but, I knew it wasn't. I'd often sit there wanting to move, wanting to be active, wanting to read, wanting to clean, whatever..... but I didn't. I didn't listen to my body before.

What an amazing feeling when I do listen to my body and live a fulfilling life! I am truly convinced that if I continue to seek life like this, that even if my calories fluctuate between 1700-2400, that I will lose weight. Not because I'm really focused on the numbers, but because I'm finding a balance with my body.


*I'm not all about inner peace, I believe true peace comes from God alone, but what a gift he has given us to be able to understand what our body's need and want.

Tags: accomplishments, balance, body, fulfilling, life, loss, peace, strength, thoughts, train

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turn inside out Comment by turn inside out on August 8, 2009 at 9:57pm
Wow. I love this post. It really speaks to me. Thank you.
Terri Comment by Terri on August 6, 2009 at 11:05am
Great job Tanie!
Carrie Comment by Carrie on August 6, 2009 at 9:09am
I bet it feels wonderful to have accomplished so much!!!! You're doing great!
Shanna Comment by Shanna on August 5, 2009 at 3:38pm
What great advice. I really need to set some new goals for myself. I think that is so great that you have learned how to listen to your body. It does make life more fun.
Brandy Comment by Brandy on August 5, 2009 at 10:18am
I'm so happy for you! Keep going!
Shannon H. Comment by Shannon H. on August 5, 2009 at 6:55am
Your blog posts are always so helpful, Tanie! You really inspire me to...1) turn the TV off 2) do more things that bring a greater sense of fulfillment and 3) listen to my body more. Thank you!


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