I feel frumpy!

Ok, so I am at 220 pounds, the most I have ever been! Yes, yes I know I just had a baby four months ago, but come on I am still wearing my materinany clothes! I wasn't planning on wearing them this long and I am sick and tired of them! That whole claim about beastfeeding making you lose weight, yeah that's false in my case. Or maybe I have just been eating that extra 500 calories a day that breastfeeding burns?? I love food, I am not an emotional eater, or a stress eater, or any of those, I just love food. What is the cure for that??I told my husband the other day that I just feel frumpy. None of my "cute" clothes fit, my breasts are huge and sagging due to the breastfeeding and not being able to wear an underwire bra (they can cause blocked ducts which I guess is very painful). I have tons of stretch marks and a C-section scar. Plucking my eyebrows the other day made me feel a little less frumpy, and getting my hair cut today helped also. I went to Target to get some "cute" shirts to cover my mama gut I didn't try them on at the store, brought them home, tried them on, didn't fit! Two of them were sizes bigger than I normally wear! So what does that mean? The means I NEED TO GET MY REAR IN GEAR! I have been half exercising and dieting and losing about a pound a month, now it is time to get serious. I hope that by writing here it will make me stay on track. Here is the plan -

Weight Watchers - Keep track every day what I eat and stay within my points.
Exercise -
Walking 5 days per week
Pilates DVD 2 days per week
Extras-
Drink more water, less soda
Eat more fruits and veggies, less fast food
Blog -
Write my weight weekly
Write my goes into my mouth everyday
Write my exercise
Write my feelings for the day

OK HERE I GO!!!