I am trying to deal with the demons that make me feel like I am an unhappy person. Am I really an unhappy person or am I choosing to be an unhappy person? I can't decide. Is there a difference? Why won't I stand up for myself and do what I know is right for me and good for my son? Let me just start right off with the weight issue. I am overweight, obese according to the charts although I like to tell myself I wear it well. I avoid pictures like the plague and stop myself from trying new activit… Continue