Maggie the Machanic's Page

Hellooo.

Ive dieted a bizillion times. I lose 20 pounds, and to celebrate fitting back into my favorite jeans, Ill go out and eat/drink back all the weight. A sometimes fun, sometimes really depressing cycle. Ive joined a gym and for the first time really enjoy some time to myself and find it a remarkable stress relief.

Im a Canadian gal who has an active social life (which somehow always includes eating out and drinking far too much for a dieter) I go to school and work full time and somehow fit in said social life.....and I need help. support. a way to get my life in order and not feel like a mess when I look in the mirror.

Although I feel that there is so much wrong in our society when a girl with hips and tits is an outcast and deemed unsexy forever (hips and tits are unsexy?!) the most important reason I wanna lose weight is because of the way I feel . seriously, Im disgusted with myself somedays. To the point where I dont wanna leave the house. Or walking down the street with my boyfriend is painful....not only cause Im out of breath, but because the reflections in the windows freak me right out. When what I picture as myself in my head is not what I see passing by I decided there is something wrong with me.....and Im gonna change that.