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My Journey To Becoming A Loser....

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About Me:
I Will Be A Loser
In May 2008, I turned the big 4-0. I am not depressed over leaving my 30's, but I was depressed over the fact that I had let my weight get out of control. Everything in my life is just as I had dreamed...I have a wonderful, loving husband, an amazing little girl, and my dream home. My only complaint is that I have let myself go, and had forgotten how to make time for me.

I have battled with my weight since I was a very young child. I remember praying to God to do whatever he had to do to make me skinny. Well, that happened. In 1999, I went from 265 lbs to 120 lbs in just under 3 months, and was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease. Ok, so it wasn't the best way to lose weight, but I revelled in being small for the first time in my life! Ten surgeries later, I found myself in remission, pregnant, and gaining heap-loads of weight. After our daughter was born, I lost some of the weight, but sure enough, it started creeping back on. I was having a hard time adjusting to my new roles, and food was my comfort. I was out of control!!!

On May 28, 2008, I made the conscious decision to become a better wife, mom, and ME by taking control of my health and joining Weight Watchers. This is my journey to becoming a loser.
Plan of Choice:
Weight Watchers
Workout Philiosophy:
I stay active doing everyday activities

The Ultimate Goal

73.6 lbs to lose...I CAN DO THIS!



22.6 lbs to 10%...Piece of cake, ummm, so to speak!



WEEKLY STATS
Week 1 - 5/28 - +.2
Week 2 - 6/4 - -6.8
Week 3 - 6/11 - -2.4
Week 4 - 6/18 - +.4
Week 5 - 6/25 - -1.4
Week 6 - 7/2 - -1
Week 7 - 7/12 - -1.8
Week 8 - 7/16 - +1.2
Week 9 - 7/23 - -1.6
Week 10 - 8/2 - -1.6
Week 11 - 8/6 - -1.2
Week 12 - 8/13 - -2.8
Week 13 - 8/23 - +3.6
Week 14 - 8/27 - -1.4
Week 15 - 9/3 - 0
Week 16 - 9/10 - -2.8
Week 17 - 9/17 - +5
Week 18 - 9/24 -skipped WI
Week 19 - 10/1 - skipped WI
Week 20 -

MONTHLY LOSES
June - -10.2
July - - 3.2
August - -3.4
September - 0
October -

TOTAL - -14.4

MONTHLY AP's GOAL/EARNED
August -30/56 - 2 pairs of my favorite jeans
September - 120/9 - facial
October -

REWARDS
I will be updating this as I surpass a goal. I know that my ultimate reward, other than just looking smokin' hot, will be a tattoo.

10%/22 lbs - new outfit (hopefully a size smaller!)

33 lbs - TBD

44 lbs - TBD

55 lbs - TBD

66 lbs - TBD

73 lbs - a tattoo


CLOTHING SIZES

5/28/08 - pants = 18 (tight) shirt = XXL
8/27/09 - pants = 14 shirt = Large





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Ok, I'm back....I swear!

Geesh. I have absolutely no excuses for my lack of Oooomph the past couple of weeks. I just needed a break, I think. Anyway, I'm back on track. I went grocery shopping yesterday, so the cupboards are stocked with good-for-me stuff. I have to apologize to my OLWLB (online weight-loss buddy) Robyn. I kinda left ya high and dry, but I'm back, girl! I had been thinking about switching from WW Meetings to WW Online because time and money are going to be in short supply now through the holidays. What… Continue

Posted on October 8th, 2008 at 11:50am —

Berries

I'm gaining

AND I DON'T KNOW WHY??? Well, I do know, but yet I don't. After my gain last week, I recommitted myself, and for some reason, it didn't sink in with me. So, I did what I swore I wouldn't do, and skipped my WI this week. I think I needed a short hiatus. I've been living OP for the past 17 weeks...religiously counting points and exercising. I'm wearing clothes 2 sizes smaller than I was. I'm feeling better. All of this combined makes me *feel* like I have won my battle. I haven't, and I know that.… Continue

Posted on September 26th, 2008 at 8:15am — 2 Comments

Berries

Getting ready for FALL!!

It makes me sooooooooo happy to finally see the leaves starting to change and have the cooler evenings to enjoy. Fall is our favorite time of the year. We love it so much that we chose to get married in the fall. Totally not planned, but DD was born in the fall. We do more together in the fall. We just seem happier at this time of the year. Today, DH is outside removing the 293847985 billion plants and flowers that the previous owners had planted in the yard. Don't get me wrong, I love foliage,… Continue

Posted on September 21st, 2008 at 2:32pm — 1 Comment

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I can........

I just read Roni's blog What do you want them to know where she asked for comments to the question "What is the one thing you wish your parents, your significant other, siblings, or your friends understood about your body image issues?" My heart broke as I read comment after comment. There were several letters written, and many comments. All of which got me to reflecting..... Growing up overweight I can… Continue

Posted on September 20th, 2008 at 2:13pm — 3 Comments

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Week 17 Weigh In

Ok, so I completely blew it last week. I gained 5 lbs. Yes, you read that correctly. FIVE POUNDS. Was I expecting it? Ummmm, yah. I'm pretty disappointed in myself. I'm not going to make any excuses. Lord knows I could come up with a viable list though. But I'm not going to. I'm going to start over, clean slate, just like I did when I walked into my very first WW meeting. It's funny how my WW leader knows when to pick the right topics for meetings. Today's was about how to deal with negative th… Continue

Posted on September 17th, 2008 at 11:31am — 2 Comments

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At 12:15pm on September 29th, 2008, Robyn said…
Let's do it!!! Have a great week! I'll be checkin' in on you!
At 8:39am on September 18th, 2008, Robyn said…
I'm the same way dear. I'm the one HOLDING the camera...not IN the pictures!
At 7:53am on September 18th, 2008, Robyn said…
Love the new picture....but would also like to see one of just YOU! (hint hint) lol Have a great day!
At 11:22pm on September 17th, 2008, BarbK said…
Thanks for the comment. I actually watched TBL tonight. We don't have cable so I missed it last night. Got to watch it tonight at my stepdads house. Gotta love TIVO. It was GREAT! I love that show.
At 12:32pm on September 11th, 2008, Tanya said…
Hi. Thanks for checking in on me. Things are ok. I'm doing my best to keep everything going. Food wise, I'm ok. I have my wi tonight. Hope all is well with you . Thanks again!! Have a great day!
 
 

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