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So I made it to CA this morning, and everyone has been super complimentary of my efforts in the last 6 weeks (I was home 6 weeks ago). However, I have let success go to my head and eaten like total crap!!! Here is a rundown, so I can get it out of my system: B - Jack In the Box Breakfast Jack and hash browns S - donut L - Carl'sJr. Chicken Sandwich with fries D - Little Caesar's pizza and crazy bread S - vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup Seriously, I just ate all that food!!!! OMG!!!! I p… Continue

Since I have hit my goal weight, I have allowed 1001 splurges. Not sure why--I don't know if it is in celebration, or rebellion, or laziness, or maybe the former reaction I had to stress. I am not sure. But I am sure my stomach is bloated and I feel yucky. Don't get me wrong, I haven't gone back to my former self. No binge eating, no focusing on the next meal, no avoidance of exercise. I just allow myself more than I used to. A few fries here and there, a couple bites of cheesecake, a slice of… Continue

Trying on clothes was pretty exciting today. I tried on 5/6's in juniors and 6's in misses. I felt like my options were expanded. I tried on things I never would have: spandex tanks, pencil skirts, different styles in jeans...not that I bought all of these, but it was so liberating only excluding items I didn't like. Crazy that I could shop like that!!! It felt great! I always expected that when I met my goal weight that I would just buy everything, because everything would fit perfectly. What a… Continue

OMG!!!! I can not believe it. A year struggling to lose the last 15 pounds! I haven't weighed myself in quite a while, and weighed before my shower. The scale showed 145!!!! That is a total of 61 pounds! I should have taken a picture, but I am afraid to get back on because it might go away. I can't believe it! This is completely surreal! Holy Moly...... I am am going to go calm down, and write more later! SKINNY VIBES EVERYWHERE!!!!!

Those of you that may have read my blog have seen how much I struggle with reducing my food intake. I mean, why should I have to, when I have lost 50 pounds just moderating my carbohydrates? Well, I have certainly realized how important calories are. The simple fact of the matter is my newer, smaller body doesn't need that much to operate, let alone lose more weight. I have really reduced the number of calories I have been taking in, and it happened in a surprising way. About 3 weeks ago, life,… Continue