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About Me:: I have always been chubby...and I have always been the fat girl growing up...until my senior year in high school...I grew into a beautiful swan...then here is when my "Fat then Skinny then Fat Again" jouney began. When I tell you that I have tried every diet out there, I have, well, probably except for the cabbage soup diet...I HATE cabbage...but I have tried them all. Some I've been successful at and others not so much. But I've learned no matter what diet you try, if you stick to it, you will loose weight. Okay so here is the time line of my journey....started college skinny...gained weight during my 2nd and 3rd year, and was skinny for my graduation (using phen fen). Started grad school skinny and maintained it for the 2 years. When I started working at my first real job at 23, I was a HOT little thing...then I around 26/27 I found myself slowly slipping into the chunky world once again...then I got married at 28 and had to be fabulous for my wedding...Skinny once again. I gained 7 pounds on my honeymoon...1 pound for every day there...HELLO? Then I started falling into the chunky world again, but I stuck to my good habbits and made sure that I was DIVALICIOUS on my 30th birthday!!! Well, as the story goes on and on, I got separated, then divorced (oops) and life has been one toppsy-turvey rollercoaster from there. So here I am...32 and the biggest I've ever been! I have to stop watching life pass me by. I always put off "living". I always tell myself, oh I will do that when I'm skinny. Being fat is ruining my life!!!! I need to get off my butt and start being fabulous again. Stop putting it off! I can't let another year go by and I'm here in this fat suit....heheheee, I have to pull this costume off of my body and show the world what I'm about!!! Watch out world...I'm coming!!!!!

Plan of Choice:: Weight Watchers

Workout Philiosophy:: I loath exercice

I dont' know how this works, but I'm trying...

I'm new here and also new to blogging. I'm thinking that this may be helpful in sharing my experience with others who are dealing with similar struggles. I'm so happy to be here, and I will use this opportunity to make friends! K. ~*

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3 pounds gone! Yeah!

I had a great week! It is so crazy how it works when you stick to it. I met my goal this week and I'm very happy! The weekends are so hard for me because I don't have the "structure" of the week. All I do is SLEEP, SLEEP, and more SLEEP. I also watch a few lifetime movies and I try really hard to eat on points...but sometimes it doesn't always work as plan. But I'm thrilled about my loss! My goal is to loose 2 pounds a week. I know that I can do this. I must take this fat suit off...it is so not… Continue

Posted on August 24, 2008 at 9:14pm — 1 Comment

I'm HUNGRY...but I've reached my POINTS....This is a DILEMA!!!

What am I going to do? I have to plow through it. I'm going to just blog and convince myself that I don't need to eat one morsle more today. Ohhh, I'm so hungry...actually, I don't know if I'm hungry or if I just want to eat. I have such a unhealthy relationship with food. I don't understand why eating makes everything all better...for the moment. I will think about the saying....I can't have what I want the most (being skinny) if I always have what I want for the moment (to eat something). Tod… Continue

Posted on June 18, 2008 at 8:30pm — 4 Comments

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At 9:19pm on June 29, 2008, Pamela Peterson said…: I feel the same way. My husband gets so mad at me cause I always say--I'll do that when I'm skinny. We will win this battle!!

At 11:06pm on June 28, 2008, Jackie said…: Thank you for the kind words about my husband. I miss him a lot but oddly enough it's also a huge motivator in my weight loss. I want to look sooo good for him when he comes home and I have almost a year to do it in. How is your weight loss journey going so far?

At 10:03am on June 26, 2008, Michelly said…: Thanks for the comment on my blog! I'm in Roswell and I go to the meeting site near North Point Mall. I love my leader, and would recommend the meeting, but it's a bit of a hike for you...I'll ask my leader if she knows of any good leaders near you if you'd like. The meetings really help me stick to the WW program.

At 10:24pm on June 23, 2008, Lizzie said…: that sounds great! accountability will definitely help me keep on track... or at least think twice before i eat a bunch of crapola. we can do this!!

At 8:30pm on June 18, 2008, Paige said…: Hello! No worries about the length of your post, I've been blogging for years and your post was compltely ok :-)

I'm trying to get back into the groove of exercising. There are some exercises that I LOVE (bicycling is one) but it is so freaking hot here, that it just seems like too big of a task. I bought some of the FIRM DVD's and they are just entertaining enough to keep me interested.

As for food, that's so/so. I only had 2 oreos today, which I see as a victory!!

At 1:21am on June 18, 2008, Icea said…: Hi K.
Thanks for the comment on my blog. Sometimes in life it's easy to feel alone on this weight loss journey. I'm so pleased to have found a place that others have been through the same thing. Hope you have a great day - Icea

At 10:32pm on June 17, 2008, K. said…: Its 10:20, and I'm laying here in bed wanting a snack to eat? Why? Do I feel hungry...I think so...but what I need to do, is sip on this water that I have next to my bed and call it a day. It is crazy how the mind can portray something that is not a physical need...is it that our body is just fancy or can I call it foolish. Boy, these cravings can be strong, but one day at a time, and since I've done so well today, I refuse to mess it up at this hour...tomorrow, my points allowance starts all over again, and I can enjoy whatever tickles my fancy within my range of points. I find that sometimes when I do make good choices, I have a problem with portion size. And when I eat something not so healthy, I say to myself, this is the last time I'm gonna eat this...so let me enjoy it to the fullest!!! This is just a vicious cycle! I also find that I'm an all or nothing kind of person; it is necessary for me to find a balance...this is why I continue to fail, because my "new habits" are unrealistic, and therefore, I go back to my "old habits". Well, regardless of my never ending struggle, tonite, I won...because I'm going to end here, and go to sleep...without a snack!!! Yippee for victories!!!

K. ~*

At 11:58am on June 17, 2008, K. said…: Hi everyone! I'm so excited to be here...but let me tell you, I'm so consumed by weight! I'm rather embarrassed by my weight! I've never been this weight in my life, and it seems the scale has lost its mind...it keeps going up...but I tell myself, the scale is a reflection of my choices....poor food choices, and lack of excercise!!! HELLO!!! I seem to can't get it together and I have to get on track because this is not living...and life is passing me by!!! I have 80 pounds to loose...and my journey begins TODAY...not tomorrow...not the first of the month...TODAY is the day when I put on my sunglasses and scarf and be fabulous...